There goes my Wordpress date

...my godmother texted me; she's in Montecatini tonight and we'll have dinner.
Neat, i'd love to see her and we can have nice fish in my fave Montecatini restaurant Montecristo.
And I can (hopefully) distract myself from him for a while.
Actually my agenda's booked this whole week, don't really know if that is a good thing but that is the way it is.

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Anonymous said…
Out of the arm of one love
and into the arms of another

I have been saved from dying on the cross
by a lady who smokes pot
writes songs and stories
and is much kinder than the last,
much much kinder,
and the sex is just as good or better.

it isn't pleasant to be put on the cross and left there,
it is much more pleasant to forget a love which didn't
work
as all love
finally
doesn't work ...

it is much more pleasant to make love
along the shore in Del Mar
in room 42, and afterwards
sitting up in bed
drinking good wine, talking and touching
smoking

listening to the waves ...

I have died too many times
believing and waiting, waiting
in a room
staring at a cracked ceiling
wating for the phone, a letter, a knock, a sound ...
going wild inside
while she danced with strangers in nightclubs ...

out of the arms of one love
and into the arms of another

it's not pleasant to die on the cross,
it is much more pleasant to hear your name whispered in
the dark.
(C.Bukowski)
Monday, September 15, 2008 at 5:04:00 PM GMT+2
kyllyan said…
@the lawyer:

Oh Yes

there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it's too late
and there's nothing worse
than
too late.

Charles Bukowski
Monday, September 15, 2008 at 5:32:00 PM GMT+2
Anonymous said…
Nothing's worse than being alone...
If you love somebody.
If you want somebody.
(The Lawyer) :-)
Monday, September 15, 2008 at 6:37:00 PM GMT+2
Anonymous said…
NEVER TOO LATE
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late
(Three Days Grace)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWapziQ2mAk
Monday, September 15, 2008 at 6:41:00 PM GMT+2
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