Love letter

...og naar jeg saa falder ned paa bunden af migselv paa dèn her maade, saagoer verden det osse. Naeste praesentation er aflyst og jeg staar bomstille og faar lov at lege i dag. Jeg har aflyst middagen i aften, har koebt lidt ind, og naar jeg giver mig selv lov til at opdage det, skinner solen paa denne smukke dag.

Jeg elsker det.
Og dig.

Jeg hviler mig i aften, aabner en god flaske vin, spiser noget godt (det virker som om jeg har levet af pizza i uger), kontrollerer om mit internet virker, hyggevasker lidt toej og forkaeler mig selv lidt (no, you won't get details by mail, naughty!) - skoent. Og *saa* er der pludseligt rigtigt  rigtigt lang tid til loerdag naar jeg har tid til at maerke det.

Men min plante blomstrer stadig og hygge-mosler om natten. Og vores valentin-hyacinther staar paa spring (ud). Maaske springer de loerdag. Jeg har taenkt mig at hygge-heppe paa dem i aften. Og hvis de springer loerdag kan vi gribe dem sammen =).

Jeg elsker dig. Og jeg elsker naar dèn sikkerhed pludselig bider sig fast i nakken paa mig og faar mig til at knejse og svaje i ryggen....

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Anonymous said…
Hvor er det smukt. Man bliver helt forelsket. På en måde. I noget. I nogen måske. I kærligheden, fremfor alt.

Dejligt at læse dig på dansk :)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 at 12:05:00 AM GMT+1
kyllyan said…
oooooh, saa er jeg glad for at dele =). Og ja. Jeg er forelsket. Smaskforelsket. I ham og i kaerligheden.
Og tak. Det foeles osse godt at skrive paa dansk, det er nogengange bare mere umiddelbart.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 at 9:30:00 AM GMT+1
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